PERSONALITY

Always remember, whatsoever I say to you, you can take it in two ways. You can simply take it on my authority, 'Because I say so, it must be true' -- then you will suffer, then you will not grow. Whatsoever I say, listen to it, try to understand it, implement it in your life, see how it works, and then come to your own conclusions. They may be the same, they may not be. They can never be exactly the same because you have a different personality, a unique being. Whatsoever I am saying is my own. It is bound to be in deep ways rooted in me. You may come to similar conclusions, but they cannot be exactly the same. So my conclusions should not be made your conclusions. You should try to understand me, you should try to learn, but you should not collect knowledge from me, you should not collect conclusions from me. Then your mind-body will grow.

My message is not a doctrine, not a philosophy. My message is a certain alchemy, a science of transformation."

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Pick From Osho Master, Very Very true and sincere.

Back to Blog

After 8 months since last blog, back here again to write down some thoughts. After went back from Bukit Mertajam yesterday, everything seems wrong to me. Not happy for myself, my wife, my son and everybody. It had been long time I don't have such feeling, been training myself to be positive on whatever circumstances.

Reading some books of Osho, very interesting personality. Some how, I felt that my life in the past had been wasted as i lived for others by wearing the mask when communicate with peoples. I never live for myself, even ONE TIME. Need to re engineering my mind and start to ask myself what do I want in MY LIFE???????

Zhao Xun is becoming hard to manage now. Started to follow what friends wanted to do, try to get recognized by friends. Always tell him my duty is not to tell him what to do, but rather help him to find out what he wanted to do, but I guess he become more confuse as he still don't know what he wanted to do.