Thursday, June 11, 2009

Just Some Taughts

It was a hot and humid since yesterday, and with the power out at night, It really test your patient and mind to be cool. Managed to sleep anyway, but wake up early and here I am, listening to Itsuwa Mayumi and pen down some taughts flying in my mind.

How I wish myself to be disposed when earth journey reach the end?? Guess, I surely will like to have my last breath deep down the sea. Imagine, putting on all your SCUBA GEAR, deep hug your beloved for the very last time, slowly deflate the BC and go down with SCUBA Buddy (My Son, I guess), When reach to a point where I am weightless, Look at the surrounding, stared at Buddy for the last time, show him the sign language, and then let go the breath apparatus, Mind flying far far away, brain keep play back my entire life and reflect into my eyes, and then My Journey to Earth came to the End. WONDERFUL. But also hurtful to my beloved wife and son.

What am I going to do for the next 20 years?? Surely to spend it intensively with my wife. Zhao Xun will grown up and will have his life to experience, struggle, to put up a carrer that he wish for, having a family then I guess, have some childrens and grow them up just like what My wife had done for him. Zhao Xun have all the love in family. Sometimes, me and my wife do wonder if we ever have more children, his life will be different and he will have brothers and sisters to share the growing experiences. Again Life is about choices, No U-turn.

How I Like Zhao Xun to Be in next 20 years?? JUST BE HIMSELF and his entirely life. Do not have to follow my path. Life journey to earth to be just a happenning, at particular time and space, we met to each other and share our thinking together, be together and then seperated physically and our taught and expereience will passed on. Everything in this planet is unik to each other, All the while, I passed the experiences (Just like what my dad did), pain, fun, etc in life to him, encourage him to experience it, developed his own mind set, and guess what, I had created a creature which do not fixed into his surrounding, he will be lonely during schooling but then when he is fighting a battle in future, he surely will appreciated the experience he gained at the younger age. He had some friends whom can share his thinking, but most of them just normal friends, it kind of hard. Maybe it is the English Vs Chinese Education background.

That is all. Just a taught, need to go for morning exercise now.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

REDANG TRIP

Well, It was a enjoyable trip to travel with friends, family and son's friends. I guess having Zhao Xun to try the SCUBA DIVING really brought his taught to another level. Had been telling him about the fun of SCUBA DIVING. I enjoyed the feeling of being yourself underneath. NOBODY border you, NO WEIGHT, MIND IS FLYING FAR FAR AWAY, NO NOISE BUT YOUR OWN HEARTBEAT AND BREATHING BUBBLES. YOUR EYES NOT ONLY LOOKING AT THE BEAUTIFUL SURROUNDING (IMAGINE YOU LOOKED AT FISH INSIDE THE AQUARIUM AND YOU ARE PART OF IT), YOUR EYES ALSO LOOKED BACK TO YOUR HEART. SO REFRESH.

Learnt SCUBA at age 24, and crazy about it since then. However, when family commitment called, practically put behind the sport for 10 years. Having the refresh courses at Redang, and it is great and guess this time my diving buddy will me my son. Had to admit, he swam faster than me, last longer than me now, when he hold the breath and dived, it posted the image of me 20 years back. It's kind of sad but also proud of him. Hopefully he could learn to be more analytical in risk management. SCUBA is an serious sports, it required firm self control, responsibilities. When you are underneath, Single minor mistake KILL.

In Life, we make choices on what available on hand, Zhao Xun will need to make choices on what I provided him. I am making choice to do that, and he need to choose which suit his heart most, and then MOVE ON, no U-TURN.

It's fun to deliver my experience to them, they might be able to digest it, maybe not. Hopefully, they can remember it and I am sure they will understand it in due course.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Mayumi Itwasu 五輪真弓

The Japanese Singer Which I Missed So Much, finally able to search back through Internet. Today is such a nice weather, Heavy rain last night and very windy this whole morning. Know the Chinese Name of this singer, have been looking for her album for the past 2 years as she really gave me a lot of comfort during my study in Sitiawan. And this morning, I able to get her Japenese Name Mayumi Itwasu, such a nice name and voices.

Her song really touched your heart although You don't have the understanding of the Lyrics. I do remember during the 80's, a lot of Hong Kong singers sang Mayumi's song in Cantenese Version.

Felt so great to have back these songs/feeling. It really brought me back to the 80's.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Best ! Deeply touch Your Heart

1、钱不是问题,问题是没钱。

2、钻石恒久远,一颗就破产。

3、水能载舟,亦能煮粥。

4、一山不能容二虎,除非一公和一母。

5、火可以试金,金可以试女人,女人可以试男人。

6、烧香的不一定是和尚,还可能是熊猫。

7、喝醉了我谁也不服,我就扶墙。

8、我就像一只趴在玻璃上的苍蝇,前途光明,没有出路。

9、避孕的效果:不成功,便成人。

MONEY CLASSIFICATION

劳 动 的 钱 , 使 你 幸 福 坦 然 。

援 助 的 钱 , 使 你 感 到 温 暖 。

集 资 的 钱 , 使 你 力 量 无 限 。

奖 励 的 钱 , 使 你 加 倍 实 干 。

积 蓄 的 钱 , 使 你 珍 视 勤 俭 。

受 贿 的 钱 , 使 你 贪 得 无 厌 。

偷 来 的 钱 , 使 你 胆 颤 心 寒 。

贺 喜 的 钱 , 使 你 加 倍 偿 还 。

恩 赐 的 钱 , 使 你 变 成 懒 汉 。

挪 用 的 钱 , 使 你 有 借 难 还 。

How "Man" Are You???

经典笑话:七等男人

一等男人,家外有家;

二等男人,家外有花;

三等男人,急了乱抓;

四等男人,下班回家;

五等男人,下班回家,她不在家;

六等男人,下班回家,她有个他,她不在家;

七等男人,下班回家,她的他在家。

Some Jokes From WEB

一个建筑工因严重便秘去看医生。

医生检查之后说:「这很容易,你趴到床上去!」

然后医生拿出一支木棒,使尽吃奶力气狠狠对建筑工屁股一棒。

再抓起建筑工,扔进厕所!

建筑工哀嚎半天,渐渐声音小了,发出快乐的笑声。

心满意足的建筑工走出厕所,向医生道谢。

医生开了处方签,让建筑工去领药。结果,他领了一大包卫生纸。

女药剂师亲切的告诉他:「医师要我吩咐你,以后上完厕所要用卫生纸擦,别再用水泥袋了欧 ^^~~」