After 8 months since last blog, back here again to write down some thoughts. After went back from Bukit Mertajam yesterday, everything seems wrong to me. Not happy for myself, my wife, my son and everybody. It had been long time I don't have such feeling, been training myself to be positive on whatever circumstances.
Reading some books of Osho, very interesting personality. Some how, I felt that my life in the past had been wasted as i lived for others by wearing the mask when communicate with peoples. I never live for myself, even ONE TIME. Need to re engineering my mind and start to ask myself what do I want in MY LIFE???????
Zhao Xun is becoming hard to manage now. Started to follow what friends wanted to do, try to get recognized by friends. Always tell him my duty is not to tell him what to do, but rather help him to find out what he wanted to do, but I guess he become more confuse as he still don't know what he wanted to do.
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